Bla bla bla

Guilty shopping

Why can't i act like a normal girl and buy stuff that I actually need, why WHY!!!
I feel so guilty now watching the bile of clothes that I won't probably wear more than once and the gorgeous heels that MY FRIEDS won't let me appear in public with (they're short I'm tall..U get the picture)
I'm spending money that I don't even have (Guilt Guilt)and the crazy part is I'm not a shopoholic ,I never shop that often so maybe when I do make it to the mall, I 'm so impressed by everything I c that logic and reason goes out the window!!

Stop shouting I know that you're a Somali

Ukh, this is getting old, trying to come closer and scream in MY EARS SO I know that they're Somalis...LAME
When I was in Maka (the holly kaba)as a child or in my early teens ,we'de see hundreds of black of ppl and sum of them Must be Somali so we'd scream ,WARYA OR NAYA(lolll)to c if they would turn around or not ..hehehe


I miss being 18

(Not really)

I've been hanging a lot with an 18 yr old and at times the freshness ,innocence ,and maybe cluelessness can be SOO cute, bt then I remember the lousy feeling in my gut that I'm lost All the time ,the confusion ,the fear ,and more ,GOD!!
Seeing these kids makes me feel soo old, of course then we start talking about the hot shirtless guy we saw on TV the other night and Bam ,I feel 18 again(smile)

Busy busy(Liar)

I feel busy ,I am busy ,I mean if I'm not busy ,then what the hell was I doing studying last night and working on my project till 4 am in the morning?
The evil, honest me answers:
Maybe if u haven't slept all day, watched TV all night, u'de have time TO work on your stupid research.
I need to take a course in time management or something, I'm LOST

HOW RECKLESS CAN A PERSON GET?

1-cutting the red light twice (last week only).

MY LECTURE WAS AT 8 AM, n if I came 5 mints late ,he wouldn't have let me in.

2-texting and driving.

Only when the cars r hardly moving (traffic)

3-searching for things under the seat WHILE driving.

I don't have an excuse for this one except that I ……uhh…duno why I do it really!!
SORRY :-/

شخابيط

Weird things r happening to me!!!

2day was hard for me, I was sick n couldn't go 2 college ,I ended up skipping one lecture (error analysis)and i felt bad about it ,ok u guys don’t know me ,I hardly have a Good time in a lecture or wish i was there when i'm absent ,this is weird!!!
Maybe b/c I luv lectures that r based on discussions rather than copying and writing endless pages that will be forgotten as soon as I leave the class,and maybe b/c I have a secret CRUSH on my prof ,Hey,,its harmless!!

I'll show u the light!!!

One of my new teachers is taking her job way too seriously, some1 should fill her in about how things r around here ,we can't handle 2 much work ! I understand that Egyptians r bookish ppl and can deal with the endless amount of work that she used to give em..BUT hello!!!!this is not Egypt soo take a break and relax and let me show u the light;-)

Cooking!!!

I've always thought that I'm the only Somali girl who lives with her mum n have a billion chance to learn bt still can't stand cooking or eating 4 the matter (except what it iz necessary to keep me alive other wise I'll drop dead of course :p
But since cooking is one my electives courses, I took it,I still can't believe I did that,, my mum is sure that I'll Fai!!axx
But I honestly think that with the presence of my friends ..I might even learn something and Surprise Hooyo(smile)

A few Things I wish that I could change in Ramadan

1-mosques being filled with men/women in their fifties, while the younger generation is glued to the television afraid to miss 1 episode from 3ores eldam(myself included, sometimes!!))

2-girls wearing full make up ,tight outfits be4 8 am in Ramadan, when do they have time to do all that ,in my case if had time to wash my face I'll be damn lucky

3-others wearing abaya and acting all religious Only in Ramadan, I wish 7'air to every1 but they sound hypocrites to me..

4-teachers giving their poor students 2 many assignments and quizzes +a 2 hour long (lecture) !! what!!I seriously can't handle it…i'm just wondering bt aren't we all Muslims here?? , Compassion ppl!!

My first day in my last yr in uni…

Uhh,,it was great ,I met my old friends ,searched 4 the new Somali girl who enrolled in my college this semester(we always know everything about new Somali students the moment they get accepted..lolll..Mothers Network ;-)
I can't believe I'm saying this ,but wahhahi I think I'm going to miss my college ,4 the past three yrs we've done nothing but compare it with other colleges ,and trashing it at every possible opportunity ,and now that I'm about to graduate I'm finally accepting it and dare I say (loving it also)……
Ohh.don't get me wrong ,I want to graduate as bad as the next person, amazing how your views to the world as yrs go by, when I started all I could think about iz :graduate to earn money and buy a car ,,Now all I want is to make to parents proud ,let them see that after 16 yrz of schooling their youngest daughter won't let them down. I used to fantasize sometimes about handing my first paycheck to my father and seeing the tear in his eye(Somali abooz r not that emotional,God!!i sure watch 2 many movies!!lol

THE rest of the week:::

This week in general was hectic, I mean why can't the government give us a holiday in Ramadan or at least the last 10 days of the holly month like Saudia , it's xaar,I can't understand a damn thing in my lectures ,all I'm thinking about iz:going home and taking a nap be4 fo6oor,,,,,uhh,,,enough 4 now =bak to my assignments!!!!!

Ps:driving 10 mints be4 fo6oor is suicide wallahi ,normal ppl r diving like maniacs TRYING TO REACH FO6OOR on time,,,I can't blame them Really,,but still they scared me ,,akhhhh