Revelations

How can a person change so much and still be the same?
Ever since (I can’t even remember) I had a real issue with growing up. I would always pretend to be older, more sophisticated, and open minded than I actually am.
I worked so hard trying to fit in and I was such a people pleaser (to say I no longer am would that be a lie) but recently I try not to compromise about the things I firmly believe in. I do make a serious effort to be friendly but I’m also always honest and I often speak my mind.
Most people around here smile too much, and laugh about stupid jokes, they will compliment each other about anything and do their best to climb up the ladder by being extra friendly with the administration (in my school).
I don’t know why. Is it because we (me and my siblings) didn’t socialize all that much when we were young (We lived in a remote area). Or maybe is it the Somali nature .I have no idea .But what I do know is, no matter what I do I can’t be fake or even too friendly with my superiors .I can’t be anyone but myself. My mother would always say(Carabta waa lajamelaa)
I can’t change though. I don’t think I want to change this but who knows if life taught me something is that anything can happen.

New …!!

I want to try something different .I want to go Bunjy jumping (even though I’m scared of heights) . I want to drive really fast with really loud music and race in the busy crowded street. I want to meet new people who are different from my friends (my friends and I have so much in common it’s getting boring .loll)
I want to do something. I don’t what it is but I wanna do it anyways .

My boys

I told them that I’ll be taking them to a school trip next week and they got sooo excited ( like you can’t believe )
They r suppose to do an oral fluency presentation (free topic ) and many of them said they’ll write it about me
I wonder what they will say ;p