Saturday, September 29, 2007

خاوية على عروشها

العالم استعدت..و بدت و درسو و حضرو ,,زهبو بحوث و غيره و احنا لااااااا حيااة لمن تناادى ...رحت معرض الكتاب الى سوو في التربية مع رفيجتي و شفت العالم تتراكض كلها في حالة من الاستنفاار ,رجعت كليتي الحلوة(العالم نايمة على عمرها )و محد يدري وين الله حااطه والله لو ان من هالبنات الي نايمين في بيتهم و لا يدرون عن شي ,,ماكنت راح اشتكي بس المشكلة اني حضرت اغلب الأياام و طبعا طبعا ما حضرو معاي الا أقل القليل
انشالله الأسبوع الجاي راح تبدى الدراسة الصجية و أتمنى ان الله يوفقني في هالكورس لانه جداا مهم و حاااااسم
يمكن السبب الحقيقي لشكواي اهو انه العادة أول أسبوع يكون أروع هياااتة بالسنة و بما ان الحين رمضاان و مكو مكان نروحه ,,الكل فضل يخمد ببيته


كلمة أخيرة///أحب لمن أحد يسألني (مستجدة)و أقول(لا خريجة))شعوور جدا حلو

:-)

Monday, September 24, 2007

True or false (from my point of view))...

1-Somalis speaking different dialects can understand each other.

True ,they can of course, apparently I'm the only own who can't ,,,ukh, Lately I've been having difficulties understanding my friend's southerm accent ,even though I pretend not to(b/c it's embarrassing), ,she'll use words that are completely foreign to me ,and I'll either let it slide ,or ask her what it means .Most of the time we'll use expressions (in Somali) ,or individual words ,almost never a complete sentence, uh,I wish I cloud understand better, but southern PPL speak quickly wallahi I can barely catch up,,
Funny! when we r at a gathering and some1 is speaking like her ,me and my other friend ,we'll be like" Translation PLZ", even though he's speaking Somali, and the same thing happens when some1 is speaking like me, ukh, we're pathetic ,HA!!!
Of course, the ones who r worse than us, girls can't who simply can't understand Somali (SHAME ON THEM)


2_Reading Quraan in Arabic is the same as reading it in English.

FALSE, it's not even close ,Arabic is the way that it was nezel cala the prophet (peace upon him),so naturally translation can't be the same thing ,I duno ,some ppl might disagree ,but in my case I don't even believe think that it's possible to recite it properly in English ,uhh,or I'm I wrong ,Allah aclam!!


3_Most people don't mind using the bus in their transportations.

Ok, this is almost a trick question, the way I see it is, if u live in the western world then that is ok, and accepted, and maybe cheaper than using a cab or using your own car.
Around here ,it's embarrassing ,unsual,and simply impossible ,b/c the ones who use it are cadi workers and to a girl or even young guys it's not safe ,besides the bus has many stops ,as one of ciyaal caseer(khlaeej kids) I'm used to having an easy life ,with my folks taking me where I want when I was young ,or using my comfy car now as an adult.


4_Somalis judge different Somalis based on what they r wearing?

I'm afraid to say (one hundernd percent )true…if a girl is wearing a short skirt ,or a tight outfit they'll be atomically labeling her as a Slut)but if she's covered and wears hijaab(then she's respectable),ukh,I really hate his rule ,the say I see it is whatever the girl wears is between her and her creator ,who r we to judge ,and the number of girls who r covered from the outside yet do unbelievable things in the dark are countless…..


5_The last one is not a statement but a question. Does your location affect the way u practice the religion?


I can only answer for myself, by saying of course not, but remembering how I was bak in high school (ppl pleaser) and my tendency to do anything to fit in (as a teenager), I can only say Alexamdellah that I was born in a Muslim country, b/c other wise only Allah knows how I would've turned out to be

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Me,moi,aneja,ana!!!

MY dream job

When ppl normally encounter a small child in the street or in a family gathering, all u can hear iz them saying.. ,HOW cute he iz..Isn't he adorable ,,and soo on…well .I'm not one of those ppl o.k. admit…kids that age (infants)SCARE the hell out of me….older ones, ,,uh the case is similar here, THEY GROSS me out,,,I don't know why(DING DONG,,,maybe cuz I'm the youngest one in the family)anyways ,Tonight ,at the tarawix prayer ,some kid kept on leaning on my black and using me as a Chair,(she was around 2)and wallahi I was so scared I might hurt here or something, I ended up praying a half a mint slower than the rest of the mosaleen.so I can make sure I Won't accidentally ,injure the poor girl (axxx),,,She was SOO tiny!!!!
I'm actually having second thoughts about the 3 yr old girl who was lost and when I tried to help her she screamed at the top of her lungs (Hello…b/c of my color,damn I NEED to c Africa one day ,my self esteem is going down the drains with cadaan ppl around me 247,,,ukh,,,))
Anyways don't worry…some carb came and Surprise Surpise, she amazingly cooperated with them….
Why can't I avoid children altogether, not hard..HA!!!(Wrong……it iz HARD, no let me rephrase that , it's Impossible! I'm training to become,exem exem,A teacher!!!
Meaning, I'll be around lil kids from ages 6-10…ALL the time
Plz..try to make DUcAA for the poor kids who'll be placed under my care
Ps: on a more serious note b/c they scare me so much I ended up complementing them A LOT..(Kids love that) good job. Excellent work. things like that, so seriously I don't think I'll Make a very bad teacher, I honestly believe that I might even learn something new(from carrorta,of course) :-)

A break


Have u ever heard of friends taking a break from each other, well, I didn't , ,I heard ppl in a relationship asking 4 breaks ,not friends and to be to be more specific best friends!!!
The truth is, I'm starting to feel me and BFF r in a different place right now ,she's been through A Lot, She's
already comfortable with who she is ,and the confidence she has in herself is beyond your imagination, while ,I'm practically struggling with all the above,, I know that friends are not suppose to be (twins )and I was ok with that ,I never cared about our differences ,until very recently where she accused me of being ,,I'm having a hard time saying thiz..(Shallow) ..which of course, I'm not!!..ok,so what.. I like watching TV,I happen to find a few actors hot,(big deal!!)I,duno, like to go out,,(things like that)SO khlaa9 I'm shallow,there is more to me than Just that ,for example:I love to read ,I love literature, poems ,old ones sometimes ,I'm always willing to listen to ppl and discuss different matters..SOO I find one topic boring, n yalla I'm Shallow,u no what!? I'm done with this ,I'm through, life is too short to keep things inside, I simply told her ..I need a break, I'll call u when I'm ready, I love this person. I know she means well, but u no what, I don't need U to put me down anymore ,so after I think about it for a while, I'll simply say RESPECT baby RESPECT, no more of your comments ,and 2 tell u the truth, I like who I am now, ,it's not my problem your over mature, One of these days I'll be where u are now, till then ,KEEP ur mouth SHUT and accept who I am or ELSE??!!!!



BELONGING


I keep talking about this topic, I'm not sure why. maybe b/c my father keeps on commenting whenever I asked about a certain qabil (which is something I would've never done a few months ago),or discuss the differences between citizens and residents in kw,,that I'm searching for an identity, a place to call home, where my routs are, I sometimes envy(not often)the Somalis why live in the western world,wallahi not 4 the reasons that most Somali have, a better life ,a chance for a good education ,!!!in my case ,I actually like kw,I wouldn't mind to live here 4 the rest of my life ,bak to my reason.. its quiet simple actually,((Belonging)) ,they have the right to say I'm American ,or as my 11 yr old coz ,who came to visit us from UK used to say whenever we try to keep her inside the house ,I'm Britsh,OVER n over,TILL we shut her up ,with the usual comment…Hey, stop believing yourself ,you r SOMALI…capish!!!!
That precious feeling is missing from my life ,and I often find myself searching for it.,,by trying to know more about who I am, bonding with Somalis ,things like that, its so weird how my brother would tell my dad for EX,that dude is from jebreel aboker but his mum is so and so,oh my God, ,,when he left he was around 22,and I swear I doubt he knew his own qabil,what is that,qabilist?!!! ,OF course not, the poor guy NEVER BEFRIEBDED Somali guys ,or saw any for more than a few hours for that matter, Now,hiz Somali improved (much),and he'll tell ME ii waran walal…HOW cool is that, he found that feeling ,not in his home ,but he found it, I'm so proud(and a bit envious)will I ever feel like that!!!
Inshallah..SAY amin



Ramadan KARIM


Ramadan has finally arrived..marxaba marxaba…for the first days of this holly month, I was at the comfort of own home ,doing (nothing) ,I'm starting this Sunday(they recently changed the holiday from Thursday and Friday to Friday and sat, what the heck,I hate this ,I'll be working/studying in Thursdays .I'm soo not used to this,anyways I just bought a new computer, the old one was crap and I lived with no NET for almost 3 weeks, I'm pleased to say, I SURVIDED,YAY, but to tell u the truth I'm not so sure this new one is great either..alllah yaster…

Moslasal wara mosalsal wara mosalsal
TV IN RAMADAN


This holly month is 4 praying ,for cibada, ,reading quraan, and all that but the TV channels r competing in the amount of mindless,, useless TV series they Can produce every yr,I have a stupid question, since when it's ok to play lesbians and gays in khaleejy series..EWW..what has gone into the araab/khlaeeji world!!!
I'm bored of everything the only thing I only is a comedy show(hatha waladna)fawazir(xalima)and a game show(bela kelma)..only!!!!and yes I almost forgot a Syrian series on Dubai..oh my my,,Syrians R sure cute..hehehe
Ps:of course I watch at least 2 religious shows R we forgetting that THIS iz Ramadan")


Ops ..my bad…

This is what I said today when I took a U turn and neglected to check for the cars coming from my left side N almost CRASHED into a huge truck(THE sound OF PEEEEP ,brought me bak to planet earth).walahi I don't know why I can't keep my emotions and my driving time separate ,I'm not a sucky driver seriously, normally I drive like a normal person, but when I'm mad, or upset like I was 2day,I was driving SOO fast in my quiet lil residential area, what was I thinking…if there iz such a thing like an emotional driver ,then I'm sure one of them…axxx